Soo yeah...I dont really know if things are getting easier...or harder..Like sometimes i think Im over everything, and Im fine and everything...And then sometimes i miss her soo much life at that moment just sucks ass....Everything somehow reminds me of Kristin..soo Im always thinking about her...when im doing something and am around people things are easier my minds off all this stuff...but its still in the back of my head and the first chance it gets it comes back....sometimes just ugh i cant think of anything but her..and mainly any music i listen to reminds me of her in some way or another...The only thing that really helps is talking to a few select people...I have really mixed feelings about this whole thing...Some times i just dont want her back at all...and sometimes I want her back so badly i cant stand it...Sometimes im mad at her..but then i feel bad because this isnt her fault...so Everthings just mixed up and jumbled right now....so im looking forward to when this all gets easier...Later
Posted at 08:46 pm by EveRLonG4RocK
